Where do I go?

I am tired of myself. How do I change? Do I throw away the piles of junk teetering in every corner, in every space of my life.

I want to visit the young me and shake her violently and tell her to look at her life. Stop complaining. Stop looking for excuses. Stop being so afraid of choices. Don't settle to avoid confrontation; it will only make you a sad night drinking ghost. Obligations are to be met with intelligent responsibility. You are not responsible for everyone and everything. It is NOT always your fault. Don't waste time trying to fix everything. It only breaks you more. Like yourself, even the damaged parts. Take care of your body, your brain, your soul. Say what you mean. Sleep when you are tired. Quit being invisible. Dance, sing, yell, fight, love, mourn with your warrior heart.

Today, I will empty some corners. I need to know what is hiding.